February 2012
29 posts
My expectations aren't high...but they do exist.
Those who are heartless, once cared too much.
truthology:
Some days, I feel so fucking overlooked. So under appreciated, and totally disrespected. I just want to scream. I hold so much in and it’s beginning to take a toll on me such as right now. Yet, there’s nothing left for me to do but to just sit there, meditate, and to cry to myself thinking “At least I know that I’m human. It’s going to be okay, and I must breathe.” But damn, it...
Bad Habit
neemyslays:
I really need to stop procrastinating on everything…I have so much to do and waiting until the last minute won’t help me. I solemnly swear to change this approach and do things when they are first given. It’s a lot less stressful.
this.
I need to work on some things.
And one of those things, among other things is to love myself more.
I need to believe in myself more. Believe that I am special and that would be lucky to have me.
I need to learn to accept my feelings and take them for what they are.. feelings that belong to me.
I need to learn that what I feel is not wrong and is not stupid and is not ridiculous because as long as it is what I feel, that is...
I have a lot of stuff on my mind. I haven’t had this much shit on my mind in a while. I don’t miss the feeling at all. Being care free is much easier.
tokyosecrect:
Real talk, Im lonely.
No Title Needed: Dedicated to Kamaria →
locksofdread:
I decided instead of writing “HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAMARIA” on your facebook wall and being done with it, I’d write a little something on here. First and foremost, you are one beautiful, black woman and a great friend. With that being said, I am glad that when I think about you, I think about a good…
Thank you for writing this Curtis! <3 <3 <3
2 hours until my birthday!!! :D
Watchxtinagee:
This is beautiful! omg
omg that was so dope!
January 2012
83 posts
marc twain →
hebrewgypsy:
…Nearly all black and brown skins are beautiful, but a beautiful white skin is rare. How rare, one may learn by walking down a street in Paris, New York or London on a weekday — particularly an unfashionable street — and keeping count of the satisfactory complexions encountered in the course of a mile. Where dark complexions are massed, they make whites looked bleached out,...
I miss you insane...
raeenwahya:
but if I got with you, it wouldn’t feel the same.
Words don’t ever seem to come out right, but I still mean them.. why is that? It hurts my pride to tell you how I feel.. but I still need to, why is that?
I miss you, like everyday.. Wanna be with you, but you’re away.
It don’t matter who you are… it is so simple.. a feeling, but it’s everything. No matter who you love.. it is so...
I swear I am DONE complaining about dumb shit when there are people out here who have it so hard that they don’t want to fucking live anymore man.
Today..
I was informed that a student at my sister’s high school committed suicide. And for some reason, that I have not completely understood, it really affected me. Now, I never knew this young man. I have never met him a day in my life. However, when my sister told me, something in me immediately went sour. Tears welled up in my eyes quicker than they have in a long time. And there I was, crying....
Do not ask me questions in the morning.
lalaladycapulet:
You’ll either get an inaccurate answer because I’m too tired to actually think about what you’re asking me,
or you’ll get a rude answer because I’m tired and you’re annoying me with dumb questions.