Welcome to my humble abode..

a chance to get to know what no one else does..

I need to work on some things.

And one of those things, among other things is to love myself more.

I need to believe in myself more. Believe that I am special and that would be lucky to have me.

I need to learn to accept my feelings and take them for what they are.. feelings that belong to me.

I need to learn that what I feel is not wrong and is not stupid and is not ridiculous because as long as it is what I feel, that is all that is important. 

If I love myself more, others won’t matter as much. When one person hurts me, it won’t feel as bad because I know that I will always be here.

If I love myself more, I don’t need to hear that I am beautiful and amazing and wonderful and loved from many different sources.. because I already know.

And when I don’t hear those things from anyone.. I won’t feel so empty because I know that the most important person that will ever tell me those things is me.

If I love myself more, I won’t fear being alone. 

And when I have no one to stay up all night with.. to visit on weekends.. to make plans with.. to love..

I will not be moved. Because the only person I need is right here.

I will be happier when I understand that.

One day I will.

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